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yea in a few hrs time im off to the land of anime!!! if there's net i prob might be able to post some pics here...otherwise i guess its 1 week of fun in the land of anime! hahhaha.... bye for now! i'll be on msn like either tml night or next thurs if there's no internet or i cant afford it..haha

being strong....

isnt that easy i suppose... well mayb i am more emotional buy hey.. sucks to get hurt.. nt blaming anyone(mayb except myself) but still it does...

I've learned how to smile...even when I'm feeling sad

its nt a random quote from anywhere... its from the best game so far i've ever played... one tt almost made me cry at the ending as well(man i feel paiseh telling this la... i mean..what kinda guy cries over the ending of a game..well..mayb i am the one..but hey..the ending's so gd, such a big twist from what u thought out to be and so sad as well... u gotta play and see it for urself..haha)--FINAL FANTASY X..

and its from my fav character...

Yuna!

there's a really gd reason y she says tt thru the game and i wont spoil it to anyone..

funny... how that sentence totally relates to me now... but time will heal everything... still while healing.. tts another story eh..

though... even though i cant help but feel those emotions,really strongly.. im nt going to let emoism and sadness affect anyone else...esp nt...more of me but abit of............u

this is my story.. and its not going to be a sad one.. i'll work it out, whether long or nt but still i'll make it... bet on it!

you didnt give me false hope.. nope.. you gave me happiness.. really..for the past 3mths or so, even i may nt look like it at times..i was really happy, for all the small things, whether u realise or nt, that you have done..the outcome...well let jus say it was correctly decided.. if u're reading this... i still must say it.. short as it may be. thanks for the wonderful memories.. :)

another rant containing the word "et3000"

yes to all our horror and fear and emoism et3000 did jio us to dota..but then again..somehow or rather.. he didnt feed as much as we expected him to... i mean we expected a like 0-20 in a 1hr game..but no la...51mins i think ard 1-6 only... its..nt so gd but nt too bad to start out esp after nt playing for a few mths.. but then... his farming was..really really chui..i mean seriously.. cuz when we played(apsp) he was on the other team...with only a 1-6 and using a pretty easy character to farm he only got 2 items, boots and battlefury... jx with a 0-6 bm got threads(more ex version of boots), battlefury and bkb...

so...being insanely free and bored i decided to find out what the prob was for et3000's farming.. oh yea i did found out alright the reason for et3000's l33+ farming skills.. he was running ard doing nth half the time!!! ya..nt even hitting creeps, nt even killing neutrel creeps..nth! he was jus running ard, getting himself killed, run ard again to no where with no aim.. tt explains how his items were crap...


well et3000 is now in indo..i guess for his grad trip..after that he come back dota...i wonder how his farming will be :/

besides being massively dotaing and ffx-ing i oso went back training k!!! its super tiring lorrrrr.. shifu on fire or smth..or mayb the training was alr toned down... and its still killer la... hahaha.. after the warm up i alr cannot take it..then all the multiple kick here and there and the 4x low high low high without the kicking leg touching the floor... man...tiring lorr..hahaah


oh yea!! last week i went to the getaway cum surprise bday party for 3 of the sajang,ojang members affiliaties and whoever la..hahaha...it was real fun!!! ok la..only watch scv, eat eggs, fruit salad and pizza and cake and stun over how jp can finish the "pull toilet paper game" within 3.08s(tts the best timing in my phone..my average is like 15s..mayb i jus nv practise enough..haha), listening to laserbeam getting high over a tv show exclaiming "i spoiler, later sure got sand..sure got sand one"

and we nv knew tt laserbeam was secretly a female! hahaha... see even the welcome card says so! too bad after this time we cant book the apartment alr... need a min of like 6 days stay.. sadded..its much much nicer than chalets..hhaha

am going to japan..soon!!! hahahah..im so going to spam on food there, snacks(yes ill buy lots back)..and..more food la..haha

well yup..gotta read up abit for the interviews coming up... really looking forward to tues!! :):):)

Warning: massive eddism in room 40..and mayb 39

i've been like nuaing for the past like few days since i ended my fyp presentation.. ah man.. fyp presentation... wa i got shot non stop.. then again the only thing im thankful abt pudge's hrm lesson and his really time consuming and nt so rewarding hrm core module is tt he trained me to still do alright even after while getting shot halfway thru presentation..which is well..all tt had happened during my fyp presentation.. and then again last demo the moderator wanted more theory.. now i gave him theory..he said too much!! arghhh..well mayb i did put too much... eh who cares... its all overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

so after tt i went back to sch on a mon afternoon to clear up my hall.. and well.. i kinda felt sad.. u know, graduating alr... gotta leave sch.. yea its been a long and enjoyable 4 yrs in sch, new chap in life, working, earn money blabla.. ill kinda miss ponning everything and anything..hahah.. gotta find a job now... though i dun feel like starting really too soon.. hahaaha

so in a way im totally nuaing at home.. man i finished final fantasy X.. ok nt finished i mean jus the story i finished.. still on the way of getting all the ultimate weapon, going to finish off all the dark aeons..and well tt will take a long long long while... but im glad i went on to finish the story 1st b4 going back to complete the sidequests.. man the ending was epic! :)

and aie crap.... et3000 finishes his fyp presentation today.. which means we'll prob be seeing more of this

~edward 2010~:
dota

and also more of this
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but still the danger of eddism is huge.. vic got hit but the et3000 stick and he got a 0-9 weaver running ard yest night.. and prob room 39 will be ed-infested as well.. room 40 is alr a condemned room cuz of ed-like ppl there.. though yest night at room 32 there was a ed like invoker who doesnt cast any spells besides his "ghost walk"(turn self invisible and if anyone passes by him will get slowed) and gets pwned.. signs of edism in room 32? i hope nt! we dun have much rooms left tt doesnt have ed-like ppl or leavers..

basically all this abt ed can be summed up with 2 sentences
Victor says:
write our wills
b4 we def the world stick tonight

oh well...looking quite forwared to taiwan..

and.. i hope it all turns out well on this sat to sun! well even if nt... ok la..still i would do it again anw.. :)

exams are overrrr!! for a really long time...

its like 3 days overdue but.. exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!though i still have fyp to go but this calls for early celebration!! hahhaha... then again..till the majority finishes exams.. i oso stuck at home mostly.. ok la..there's ffx and dota...but too much oso sian eh.. well..there's autumn concerto too...hahahaha..ok la...im pretty occupied with massive nuaing and at times going out roaming some streets till the rest finish exams..heheehe

then again..after all the agony and slpless nights exams have caused..im certainly going to miss them... ok la..nt really exams but sch life in general... life in ntu was certainly one of the best moments in my life..lots of things happened, the good, the bad.. but hey we all grew up.. and really i had much more fun in ntu than anywhere else i suppose...hahaha... esp ivp periods..man those are the hardest days, juggling sch work and competition but those were the most rewarding days..esp when my team go up take medal.. proud lehhhh..ahahaha..think my uni life revolves ard tkd...mostly.. ok there's still insinyur of cuz! :)

well time to go complete my ffx! hahha..yea abit slow..the time i got ps2 i was busy was ivp stuff..nv got time then after to play ffx..now..i've plenty of time! hehe...i hope fyp presentation wont be too taxing..im alr in massive holiday mood..hah