with my rifle and my buddy and me ee eeeeee~~

bet this will be one of the earliest blog post of this entire blog..hahaha.. anw im off to attend my in camp training...a 2 weeks training(with a really "great" finale..)... well.. seems tough, sounds like it.. at least look forward to this sunday 1st.. the very 1st rest day... WHICH I HOPE CAN BOOK OUT LA..hahaha... hope la....

gdbye online world for the next 2 weeks...those taking grading, gd luck!.. aiya...still got insinyur seniors camp coming up.... looking forward to buffets and the tkd bbq/chalet after ICT..hahhahaha..

chiong sua ahhhhhh!!

shinigamis show them ur BANKAI!!!

finally i became less lazy and decided to blog after almost 2 weeks of absence..=P.. ok la..cuz ill be away and cut off from civilisation from 29th june to 10july due to annual ICT(in camp training)..yea 2 weeks..the tougher kind..hope time passes by quickly..(jus dread the 3d2n forest stay though)

anw...last week 18-21st i attended camp sparex, a camp to intro sparring to the jc kids(ok..i tend to call them kids cuz i feel so old among them...man..im like more than half a decade older than them....so old liao hor....hahahah). and i must say..i really really enjoyed myself! hahhaha.. i on abt helping sparex out cuz...well..i was in the 1st sparex comm!! wahahaha..ok la... either way sparex still going strong and yea...now evolved into a 4 day camp liao(last time 3 days..haha)..

oh...b4 i go on..my this yr sparex grp name is........ SHINIGAMI!! hah

last yr i join i still abit noob(ok la..now less noob liao..less noob la..haha)..so i nv really teach too much, but for the last 4 days in camp...this time i teach slightly more and talk until mouth dry and clashed until pain but well..after seeing the jc kids improving like wa..sudd become real fighers alr from the tensed up and over nervous kids the 1st time i saw them spar(sudd they really BANKAI-ed!), and like after they feedback(i overheard in toilet while bathing.. XD) that they really benefitted in the camp..somemore the jc kids like...bought small teddy bears for us and wrote on a nice card and presented to us gls on the last day!!! v v 感动 lor! and some write until oso..wa touching...like totally thank us for everything we taught them(sparring or nt) for the last 4 days..ahaha

im really happy for them la and happy tt they enjoyed themselves as well..hahaha..jus hope ill be able to join again next yr when i grad!! fast la hor..i going to grad alr..ahhaha... anw.. its time for some pics!!(again koped straight from fb so might be LQ..haha)

and of cuz 1st, presenting the zai shinigami gls! hahaha( left side most hardworking---->right side most slack)

the kids forming the sparex word..i wanted to be the exclaimation mark lor... epic fail(for me la) haha

chang showing off his blowing skills

on mrt during amazing race

after the finale(the tournament style sparring) of sparex.. the kids all did well!

ms pro and steph ko-ed yk here..

shinigami's verson of 庆功宴.. at mos burger..ya la..budget lehhh..haha

the unglam pic taken by wee kiat.. tt kinda make kr look like a drunk imho..hahaha

after a little bit of editing...

ok la..tts abt all for sparex..hahaha... last few days really jus went back sch to er...research and "research" la...hahaha.. fyp prof want us to start on fyp alr.so yea..go back and kinda show tt im doing smth la...i mean..i really do smth sometimes..but yea..sometimes la...hahaha..but wa..see some ppl v hardworking(READ: NOT MS PRO) and like touch their stuff la(like this guy i like to call wafer man..he's really touching his wafer or whatever throught the entire day i see him in lab..i mean like really working on it), really research la all tt ..pressuring but...well..end up i still slack more than i research..hahahaha

ict coming up..argh! those ntu tkd going for grading gd luck! hahaa..ill support u all in camp..wahahah...go double! and er..oh yea..hopfully i can go support those going for PA tournament as well..too bad i cant go..i dun wanna slp halfway while sparring...hahh

pig fluuuuuu

i jus took out the musik at the side.... i tot it was working ok then i used sch com and it still really blasted jus 1/10 of the chourus or smth..hahaha... prob next time ill try to embed music into the blog..blog with no music abit the boring la i feel..and at the same time can let ppl enjoy cool music..hhaahah

anw..saw this cool vid in youtube... the way to combat pig flu.... courtoesy of mr brown..its jus hilarious!



then from there..i linked and saw another classic... for all who has been thru the SARS period..u all definately would have seen this



yea man..i rmb it being on tv..classic! haha.. though..u know..makes me think back of the SARS time.. tt time got dangerous virus..yet.. i dun feel super mega scared..ok la..scared yes la..but nt overly.. hmm..mayb then cuz sg garment(misprouncation of government) controled the situation v v well tts y..haha..prob so for this pig flu oso...

talking abt pig flu..they might take PA flats away from us cuz of it!! argh!! sianz la..1st changi aloha and now PA flats might be taken away! i hope pig flu doesnt spread ard anymore!! =(

next week is sparex.. shld be quite fun! hahaha..cant wait to see the juniors and participate! woooo..shld be fun! hahahahah

well xi er shld be doing her pattern now..so all the best to her! she prob can win gold! hahaha..

back to madlab and gauntttt charts..

F10 E Q

ok la..im nt overly busy last few days or what la..jus too lazy.. ahhaah.. met prof a while ago abt fyp..he went to brief everyone abt fyp saying we need to start now la if nt will be late all tt... ok lor..i mean..in a way what he said was true.. he want us to submit a gantt chart for our plans for the next 2 sems.. die..hahaha..i barely know what i have to really do for my proj and he wants me to formulate a plan for the next 2 sems?! GG man..GG..ahhahaha.. well actually i have alr done up a chui draft..see how it goes la huh... hahaha.. guess gotta really start learning madlab now.. sianz..haha


ms pro is currently enjoying herself back in shanghai..again.. hahaha.. too bad she cant smuggle coco pmts or pgts back in sg.. =(.. then again i need to cut down on what i eat... hahah..failed my ippt lor...tt single station again..pull ups.. argh! nvm la..2 weeks time will pass! wahahhaha...


anw..watched a v gd nba finals game 4 btw lakers and magic... lakers won in OT anw.. 98-91 if i nv rmb wrongly(yesyes my memory is poor..i jus watched the game like almost 15mins ago only....haha) anw..tt game..for the 1st 2 quarters, magic was pounding lakers, doing everything correctly, execution,passing and defending and leading by 12.. 3rd,4th and during OT, lakers bounced back, nv giving up and eventually winning with 2 dagger 3s by veteran fisher..


and now...im gg to relate this nba game to a game we played yest night...this game..most ppl shld recognise it...and zy..if u are reading this...this is for u..specially..u better read word for word...

ok..let me start off with the nba finals game.. 3rd quarter, lakers trailing by 12 pts, magic was seemingly hot, and a sub called trevor ariza shot 0-6(made 0 out of 6 attempts) in the 1st 2 quarter.. frustration for the laker team even for kobe bryant, their superstar, 3 fouls(a player can only have total of 6 fouls b4 he fouls out from the game) on 2 laker big men odom and brynum.. everything swinging in the magic's favour...

but.. trevor ariza, hungry for the win, didnt give up or F10 E Q in dota terms(aka quit game), even with a 0-6 shooting for the 1st 2 quarters, he shows confidence and drove in for his basket, and later added 2 3s..bringing lakers up to a 2 pt trail. later on in the 4th quarter, his hustle plays, his steals and of cuz along with fisher's 2 dagger 3s brought the lakers the victory, the victory they hunger for...

now..yest night..ok..i mean..the BC plays dota as a casual game.. a game for fun, laughing, bragging to each other in skills and of cuz the occational win.. we arent pros or what..jus playing for fun.. of cuz winning and getting a godlike kill streak is a bonus for everyone.. and one player jus wants tt feel of winning and godlike kill streak way too seriously.. and tts zy aka mr emo.. we gave him tt "mr emo" nick cuz he will go emo and talk abt losing the moment he senses tt we all are getting owned or when he was feeding..yea jus tt...

yest night we were all playing casual dota as usual... 4 friends+1 pub vs 5 pub(public) players.. the 1 pub in our team alr quit halfway..better tt way anw if nt all he does is jus run into enemies and give them free gold.. so left us 4 friends(myself included and zy being one of them). zy isnt doing well having a 0-3 kill-death ratio, im doing well with 5-0, ivan and vic doing fairly well too. but..he hungers to win, he hungers to own and have a godlike streak of his own.. sounds like the nba finals game today right where ariza, who wants to win badly, having a 0-6 shooting goes on with poise and confidence rarely found on subs and carries his team for the lead..but nooo... u know what zy did...

name blanked out for privacy reasons..

anw..yea..he LEFT THE GAME(aka F10 E Q)... leaving behind vic, ivan and myself to fight against 5 heroes and defend the world stick... and we had a chance to win!! the overall kill death for all was 15-16(us being 15) and the only other person who was owning in the enemy team was an early game hero who will be useful for the 1st 30-40mins or so..after tt the hero will jus be support/tank.. nt completely useless but certainly nt overly effective..

we were all scolding zy after the game.. really zy..like i said.. if u hunger for the win so much, if u really love the feeling of winning and owning even for casual dota games in which we by right shldnt be overly serious abt, then.. if we "seem" to be losing them, u gotta step up ur game! like ariza did today in the finals.. no..he didnt F10 E Q, he carried his team to a lead..in which fired up his teammates and brought them to a win.. he made plays, he pushed, he shot, nt letting his 0-6 shooting bother him at all...

while zy with a 0-3 kill death ratio, with an equal hunger for a win chose NOT to carry his team, instead giving up, quiting and hoping for a win the next time we play.. its nt the 1st time.. its like the 1398359375812390482903842908 times this happened...and yest night was one of the most rediculous one.. i mean.we DID have a chance to win even though it was 4v5..the opponents arent gd at all! zy quit, gave up..he wants to win yes.. but he jus wanna depend on teammates, KS, emo and say nasty stuff when losing or when he thinks tt he's losing, and F10 E Q eventually.. what kinda mentality is this?! if u wanna win, u see ur team losing or getting beat, carry them to victory.. it need nt be scoring (or killing in a dota sense) jus support, make plays, dun give up and NOT PULL THE TEAM TO A LOSS.. gd things will happen.. if we lose so be it! learn frm the mistakes!!

and this is jus a casual dota game..i can take it if he emorages and leave..what abt ur work next time zy? when ur proj runs into probs, or competition is too fierce, u wanna tell ur boss like u wanna F10 E Q out of the proj cuz there's "no point to continue" alr.. man.. wake up...

ok..ranted alot..but really..i do wish zy will change his mentality..as said..dota is jus a game.. i dun care if he emorages and quit.. we all get sian diao..but will forget it later..so what abt ur work? are u gg to pull ur team to destruction the moment u arent getting credit for doing work? or the moment u think the opposition is too strong?

A gd sub fired up his team and brought them to victory taking a 3-1 lead in the nba finals today when all odds were against him... of cuz we dun expect tt miracle to happen everyday even in dota.. but at least..have his mentality..

the team is losing, if u really hunger to win, then do smth urself, carry the team to victory instead of quitting and hoping for a win..

1mth gone!!

yeayea..but pretty busy during this holiday..ok la..nt so much until everyday nt at home or what la..but still busy enough..hahaha..but argh!! its alr 1 mth gone from the holiday!! gasp!!! hahaha

hmm...recap of what ive done..or what i can rmb after like finding out abt exam results.. lol...

went for main comm chalet right after knowing results to like..vent out..u know..hahaha..ok la..nv vent out..only drink alittle bit only.. but wenhui almost wanted to kill me by like mixing 95% vodka and 5% 7-up..gd thing i didnt drink much of it if nt i wont last past the 6hr meeting!! woo..hahahaha.. yea..the longest meeting i ever had so far..i think the 2nd closest was one i had for tkd jus b4 uc..tts ard 5hrs long..hahaha.. 6hrs long discussing impt camp stuff..but hey.... camp will be gd!! hahaa..discuss so long sure zai one...somemore got zai ppl ard..hahahah

then train here and there on tues and fri..survived most of what shifu can throw..but shifu said this is jus the beginning..wa sianz..hahaha

then went to angie's 21st bday!!! hahaha.. ive gotta say i tot it would be a much more ppl attend event..but hey... its still really gd! hahaha.. gotta catch up with a few ppl at the yr3 and above table and well..gd food too! ahhaah..ate quite a few ermm...how do u call it... "round pieces" of cake..hahaha

there's the cake..unique huh..hahaha..nt the usual rectangular stuff most ppl are used to seeing..haha.. those individual er...round pieces are what we ate... tot it was some engineering marvel tt enabled the cake to stand..well actually got a cardboard or some kinda cone in the center to hold it up.. haha

then jus today....its sending the netherlands fighter wong back home! haha..more 感动 event la... well 1 person did cry.... but yea..it was really fun having him ard..ill nv forget the kick he gave to my head! wahahahahaha... next time ppl upload pic ill kope and upload as well..hahaha

next week meeting prof to talk abt fyp..sianz.... he alr send some "threatening" mail liao..hahah. say can what see whether we keen for our proj or nt..v impt to start fyp now blablablabla....think ill jus camp in lab when sch starts la..ahhaha